Morgenstern on deepest depression: ‘I imagined myself as the messiah’ 18:23

Rapper Alisher Morgenstern (known as a foreign agent in the Russian Federation) confessed Telegram channelin the deepest depression.

Morgenstern said he accepted his illness. The artist thought depression was a fake diagnosis. He was sure that the problem could be solved by talking to friends.

“I finally confessed my illness, it turned out that madness was not a joke and I started seeing specialists. I accepted my addictions, which had now reached an absolute level and behind which I had completely lost my personality,” said the artist.

Morgenstern demanded an apology from those he had subjected to aggression and insults.

“I imagined myself as a messiah of justice, even though I myself am a disgusting person. I have no right to judge people,” said the musician.

Morgenstern personally apologized to his ex-wife Dilara Zinatullina. She called him a terrible husband. The rapper said that he does not know how to love, does not know how to make friends, does not know what family is, treats people like consumers and expects a different attitude towards himself.

“Nothing I did during the relationship can compare to my claims against you. I didn’t know how to love and I understand how I wounded your soul. All I knew was to pay with money and I created your bad image,” the artist said.

Morgenstern also turned to his girlfriend, model Lisa Vasilenko. He said that he suddenly created scandals for the girl. The singer asked Vasilenko for forgiveness for his terrible words and constant paranoia. According to the rapper, his lover gave him hope.

“I met you as the most cheerful and kind girl I’ve ever seen and I took that from you. I will light a fire in your eyes no matter what it costs me,” the artist shared.

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