Rapper Alisher Morgenstern (known as a foreign agent in the Russian Federation) told the Frame Tamer YouTube podcast that he did not initially want to marry blogger Dilara Zinatullin.
Morgenstern said he was “angry” because Zinatullina answered “no” to his marriage proposal. According to the artist, he was scared and it seemed like there was “no going back.” The singer admitted that she spent a lot of money, nerves, time and happiness on the wedding and marriage.
Morgenstern admitted that he drank and played computer games every day throughout his family life with the blogger. He explained that he practically did not fight with Zinatullina. According to the star, he and his ex-wife “were just living together.”
“Take your dog for a walk in the morning, cook something to eat, then you can play Dota. Get drunk and sleep. The rapper shared that this is what happened.
Morgenstern stated that a year and a half into his marriage, he realized that this was not where he wanted to see himself. However, the artist “went against himself.” As the artist noted, he and the blogger raised the topic of divorce more than once, but eventually got back together.
“I didn’t understand why. I don’t really love myself during this period. Probably it all came down to the thirst for affection and love. And with the fear that I would no longer find anyone who would give it to me. He would sincerely give it. And I thought it was all sincere,” the musician shared.
Morgenstern added that he met with a psychologist because of his relationship. But then he realized he needed to talk to someone. So he started talking to his artist friends. According to the star’s statement, her friends solved their problems instantly.
“Brothers, boys are the best psychologists,” the singer said.
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